I HATE MONEY!

I did not buy my house as an investment. I quit my 20 dollar an hour job at the convention center because i was fucking misserable .. even though i was doin awsome in the paying bill department. I fucking hate adult lifestyles.. stocks. life insurence .. morgages .. netflix... not bills.. life styles.. we are all goin to be fucking dead in a few years.. .. i believe that half my life is already over if not alot more then that. we focus on the the most stupid motherfucking things in life that don't mean shit. . and it all comes down to money.. i fucking hate money.. it means nothing to me!!! and that train of thought is why i havent blown my head off in the past 6 months.. it really means nothing .. and it sucks that it ruens freindships... because in the end we are all just ash like that cash... god damnit. im a fucking idiot! happy fucking febuary assholes!