I HATE MONEY!

I did not buy my house as an investment. I quit my 20 dollar an hour job at the convention center because i was fucking misserable .. even though i was doin awsome in the paying bill department. I fucking hate adult lifestyles.. stocks. life insurence .. morgages .. netflix... not bills.. life styles.. we are all goin to be fucking dead in a few years.. .. i believe that half my life is already over if not alot more then that. we focus on the the most stupid motherfucking things in life that don't mean shit. . and it all comes down to money.. i fucking hate money.. it means nothing to me!!! and that train of thought is why i havent blown my head off in the past 6 months.. it really means nothing .. and it sucks that it ruens freindships... because in the end we are all just ash like that cash... god damnit. im a fucking idiot! happy fucking febuary assholes!

Convo At PTB the other day.

Me: ok i'm ready to pay for my yummie food now
Carl's mommy: $$.$$
Me: "Caulff caulff! sneezE!"
Carl Mom: oh you sick?!?
Me: yes. very sick
Carl's mom: ooohh.. Carl sick toooo.
Me: yeah?.."sniffels"
Carl's mom: Thats why he not here today..
me: it's goin around i guess..
Carl's mom: yaeh.. i get him take out.
Me: oh yeah. thats nice.
Carl's mom: i get him tan din
Me: yeah. that place on lafeeyett st right there.. it's pretty good... (no PTB!)
Carl's mom: Yeah.... it make him Poop ALOT.
Me: yeah?
Carl's sweet mother: Yeah!! He Make Diarrhea All over the place..
Me. that is awesome!

Happy New Yeeeaarrrrssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... fuck you.

im sick as shit right now with the zombie cold. this is day 10 of 2010... my new years resuliontions are to keep my recently restarted bad habit of smoking cigarettes.. in order to sucure that i will not be alive for the later more painfull decades of my life... i haven't been doing too well with that since i have been zombie sick.. but hopfully will be back on course by the middle of next week. .. another is to start my own record label.. it will most deffinetly suck... and no one will give a shit about it i'm sure... and the last but not least is to keep on being iliterate.. . happy valintimes day assholes!