went to gretna fest tonight. it was ok. ten dollars.. i saw what i wanted to see of the two bands i wanted to see... accually i wanted to see more of allen tousaint then soul assgasum. today was the first time i saw my dad after the day i flipped out .. that wa weired. alot of things were weried today. i always used to think my sister was goin to have to deal with my dead body one day... maybe for the simple fact that she was born in 83 and i in 80.. but tonight . i think she is goin to kill herself before i do.. thats sad... makes me wnat to die 3 years ago..