shit week

most depressing week of the year.. hopfully . i have been so upset latley that i feel sick and achy everyday . tim butcher's jazz funural is happening today.
after that i have to rush to go set up and play a show at the circle bar. hopfully that will cheer me up. making videos with darin worked for a bit. but maybe being productive in other areas will work too? i should try that rather then just sitting drunk somewhere. ok.. it's early.. time to go do something ! like get coffee.
eric~