Monday, October 22, 2007

Lance Hahn



i got a phone call from my ex-co-worker at vulcan video that my ex-co-worker, Lance, has died. he was about 38 ish.. i just found this out about 7 hours ago.. so my info may be a tad off.. but . he died yesterday afternoon.. he has been on kidny dialasas for about a year and a half... he went in on the 12th and passed out durring the tretment and went into a coma and never work up. ..
when i was in high school.. like about 10th grade.. i heard of j church threw my friends.... i think steven rouselle was the man who introduced me to them.. lance played guitar and sang for this san franscico group. i got really into them and missed a falbourge cetner show they played in the 90's .. then i think they broke up. and then i am not sure what came first.. but i saw them at south port hall .. and ben from snake pit joined the band.. anyway.. i saw them twice in pensacola ... i had so many 7 inches of theres before the huricane.. it's crazy .. they seriousely had more seven inches then any other band i can think of.. lance was so productive.. i always use j church as my .. what every you call it... to make my bands as proliffic as they were..
me and lauren evacuated to austin with only the clothes on our back basicly... then to be left in texas with nearly that.. we started over.. i got a job at vulcan video .. and my first day on the job .. i see lance releave me on the shift change.. it blew my fucking mind. from then on we were coworkers.. i got to know him personly.. . i really miss him. this past few months i have been thinking about how i am now 27 years old and i have been seeing stuff like my freinds (little sister) getting married and freinds having babies... it's only a matter of time that these gatherings are for funerals.. . now it is happening.. and it wont stop.. i hate it. i hate to think about any one else dieing. this makes me look at my elders and think how they can even crack a smile in there old age. right now i feel like never smiling again. shit. .

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