happyness

can it be found in a pill? ten points to who can name that movie. tomorrow i i am goin to the saints game with greg and the sabrina possie . that will be a good win . i just got rained on by the muddy mississippi . it was vry cold. and franklin cut the fuck out of me at home. shit it is time for bed. see you assholes at the game tommorrow!
eric~

still time for bed

I stink so bad right now. . i can see it on my hands right now. . i am so grouse. anyway. the first nightmare i can remember is when i was about 8 ish. or so .. i was running from zombies.. then my aunt patricia got turned into a zombie. .. it was to the point when i was running from everyone.. evry one was a zombie.. mr T was a zombie.. he was trying to kill me too. i ran all over some blnk white place.. then i ran into a phone booth.. and then zombie mr t and every other zombie gathered around and was trying to eat me.. then i woke up.
i just got to lauren 's house. i think i am doomed to ever liking a place that i work at. this is another clasic "easyest job in the world" senarios. i go in when i want , leave when i want, .. drink if i want (though i havent been since i am trying to contoll my alcholisum) and yet.. i am misserable at work now. what the fuck! i hate my life. i am so fucking dumb. all i want is to be happy.. and i should be.. but i'm not.. what the fuck.. its not like i am being chased be Zombie wrestelers.!

time for bed

why the fuck am i suck a ficking looser.. acctually i know why. dont anser that. . god i want to die. life is so fucking stupid. . i hate every thing and everyone@@@1!! fuck fuck fcik guckcfickgickgickgicavv!@!! kille me

Big Baby made a demo!

saddly big james is on a plane right now back to cali. we saw harrp last night at the banks st bar. i havent been there since the day i emptyed my apartment into the side walk of murat st. .. i wished i took a picture. the pile of me and amy and jan's belongings was as big as the trees infront of the house and as wide as a red wood . i think a good 3rd of it was wedding gifts amy and jan got right before the flood. .
i emptyed my nearly the entire house that day. i was pretty upset about that. and then me and my dad got in a fight.. he got pissed at me and told me to "have a nice life," and then stormed out the house.. then came back upset as usually. then i walked to bank st bar and tryed to pet a cat untill i realized it was dead.. then i lost it.. then darnk a dollar becks out of the ice chest with wet money i found at my house. then 2 years latter i am seeing harrp play a show there. i am goin to watch the saint win at johnathan west house. byebye

Spoiler Alert! dont read this unless you've seen no country for old men

I love this sceen!

Anton Chigurh: [indicating bag of cashews] How much?
Gas Station Proprietor: Sixty-nine cent.
Anton Chigurh: This. And the gas.
Gas Station Proprietor: Y'all gettin' any rain up your way?
Anton Chigurh: What way would that be?
Gas Station Proprietor: I seen you was from Dallas.
Anton Chigurh: What business is it of yours where I'm from, friendo?
Gas Station Proprietor: I didn't mean nothin' by it.
Anton Chigurh: Didn't mean nothin'.
Gas Station Proprietor: I was just passin' the time.
Anton Chigurh: Just passin' the time.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well sir I apologize. If you don't wanna accept that I don't know what else to do for you. Will there be something else?
Anton Chigurh: I don't know. Will there?
Gas Station Proprietor: Is somethin' wrong?
Anton Chigurh: With what?
Gas Station Proprietor: With anything?
Anton Chigurh: Is that what you're asking me? Is there something wrong with anything?
Gas Station Proprietor: Will there be anything else?
Anton Chigurh: You already asked me that.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well... I need to see about closin'.
Anton Chigurh: See about closing.
Gas Station Proprietor: Yessir.
Anton Chigurh: What time do you close?
Gas Station Proprietor: Now. We close now.
Anton Chigurh: Now is not a time. What time do you close?
...
Anton Chigurh: What's the most you ever lost on a coin toss.
Gas Station Proprietor: Sir?
Anton Chigurh: The most. You ever lost. On a coin toss.
Gas Station Proprietor: I don't know. I couldn't say.
[Chigurh flips a quarter from the change on the counter and covers it with his hand]
Anton Chigurh: Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Call it?
Anton Chigurh: Yes.
Gas Station Proprietor: For what?
Anton Chigurh: Just call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well, we need to know what we're calling it for here.
Anton Chigurh: You need to call it. I can't call it for you. It wouldn't be fair.
Gas Station Proprietor: I didn't put nothin' up.
Anton Chigurh: Yes, you did. You've been putting it up your whole life you just didn't know it. You know what date is on this coin?
Gas Station Proprietor: No.
Anton Chigurh: 1958. It's been traveling twenty-two years to get here. And now it's here. And it's either heads or tails. And you have to say. Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Look, I need to know what I stand to win.
Anton Chigurh: Everything.
Gas Station Proprietor: How's that?
Anton Chigurh: You stand to win everything. Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Alright. Heads then.
[Chigurh removes his hand, revealing the coin is indeed heads]
Anton Chigurh: Well done.
[the gas station proprietor nervously takes the quarter with the small pile of change he's apparently won while Chigurh starts out]
Anton Chigurh: Don't put it in your pocket, sir. Don't put it in your pocket. It's your lucky quarter.
Gas Station Proprietor: Where do you want me to put it?
Anton Chigurh: Anywhere not in your pocket. Where it'll get mixed in with the others and become just a coin. Which it is.
[Chigurh leaves and the gas station proprietor stares at him as he walks out]

and this is my favortie quoit :
Boy on Bike #2: Look at that fucking bone.

Tommorrow i have Secret Passage Practice. We are playing a show (with dave janz) on january first 2008 .. the time is passing so fast . i will be dead before i know it.

Fuck

i saw this guy that i knew from along time ago tonight at a show in baton rouge. we havent seen each other in at least 3 years.. maybe more.. we had the huricane talk.. the what we've been doin talk .. etc. i told him about Lance .. he knew already. i think that last time i saw this guy play in his band they were opening for j church in some shitty baton rouge bar. Taylor said that Lance was one of his heros. That is awsome.
right now i am in the red stick. at this girls house.. i think here name is amanda. if i can move any where that i have been before i think it would be .. new york.. sorry austin.. but i am not ready to die just yet. god fucking damnit . i am the biggest loser.

Nashville Bound

in about an hour i am leaving for Nashville Tennysea! i'm all packed and waiting for clothes to dry. i hate doing the #2 in porterpottys because i always feel like a giant spider is goin to bite my butt. but i did it anyway the other earlly morning at the boat launch in Delacroix. fortunatlly i did not get no spider bites, however i kind of wish i would have waited to poop off the boat .. after watching RJ "chumm the waters," it looked like alot of fun. well i have better do a dumby check and make sure i am not forgetting anything that could make more fun happen in nashiville. see you assholes latter!

My mom knows me too well

umm yeah... there will be only impaired people goin on this trip so it will be a little difficult to have non impaired person driving.. it will be me steve wegan his girlfreind clair springer and chris jans (the guy's brother whom we are viseting) ok see you soon .
eric~

Keep It Real
2216RobertStreetNewOrleansLouisiana70115

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From: Eileennorth1@aol.com
Date: Mon, 19 Nov 2007 23:31:34 -0500
Subject: Re: hi eric, i tried to dial out and my phone ran to the sprint office
To: suzycock@hotmail.com

ok, i will have to work tomorrow until about 8pm. what time are you leaving on wed? who will be driving to nashville? please dont let anyone drive impaired. ok, i will talk to you tomorrow i hope, goodnight eric. love you.

$ is dumb

Jessica Holiday is flying into new orleans as i type. Partyness. i can't wait untill i get a brake from house shit... but i dont think that will ever happen.. shit.. on the upside, my bands have been acting productive..
me paul and adam played out first show the other day with a bunch of bands touring through new orleans. we messed up alot but it was still fun. i have a feeling we are goin to play out alot in like a month or so...
chopsley played the first show since the show in my basement 7 years ago. and we seem to be having a few more in the works.
secret passage is practacing in scott's aunt's flooded lakeview house... and the new songs are great.
promis is hibernating
and the solo record i am suposed to record is on the back burner.. i think that will be good when it happens though..
yep thats the gig list for nov 2007... not in the back up band for springsteen just yet.. but it will come soon.. oh shit.. i;m stupid .. so stupid.

Back Home

Me and Darin Went to austin texas on friday and came back last night at midnight. Scott wanteed me to go fishing with him .. but i was too exhausted.. the trip was very sad but needed.. i feel a little bit more sane then now. how ever it was exrtreemly sad. it was comforting to see my fellow vulcans as miserable as i am. . i know that sounds horible.. but they know what i am talking about.. this past week has been kind of crazy.. ,, fucking hell..

Lance Hahn

i got a phone call from my ex-co-worker at vulcan video that my ex-co-worker, Lance, has died. he was about 38 ish.. i just found this out about 7 hours ago.. so my info may be a tad off.. but . he died yesterday afternoon.. he has been on kidny dialasas for about a year and a half... he went in on the 12th and passed out durring the tretment and went into a coma and never work up. ..
when i was in high school.. like about 10th grade.. i heard of j church threw my friends.... i think steven rouselle was the man who introduced me to them.. lance played guitar and sang for this san franscico group. i got really into them and missed a falbourge cetner show they played in the 90's .. then i think they broke up. and then i am not sure what came first.. but i saw them at south port hall .. and ben from snake pit joined the band.. anyway.. i saw them twice in pensacola ... i had so many 7 inches of theres before the huricane.. it's crazy .. they seriousely had more seven inches then any other band i can think of.. lance was so productive.. i always use j church as my .. what every you call it... to make my bands as proliffic as they were..
me and lauren evacuated to austin with only the clothes on our back basicly... then to be left in texas with nearly that.. we started over.. i got a job at vulcan video .. and my first day on the job .. i see lance releave me on the shift change.. it blew my fucking mind. from then on we were coworkers.. i got to know him personly.. . i really miss him. this past few months i have been thinking about how i am now 27 years old and i have been seeing stuff like my freinds (little sister) getting married and freinds having babies... it's only a matter of time that these gatherings are for funerals.. . now it is happening.. and it wont stop.. i hate it. i hate to think about any one else dieing. this makes me look at my elders and think how they can even crack a smile in there old age. right now i feel like never smiling again. shit. .

i'm slaying a dragon as i type

hello americans. i am eating like 20 bucks worth of left over sushi from my favorite sushi place... sushi brothers.. so far i have been there three times in the past few months .. and EVERY TIME they play the same techno soundtrack.. it's fucking awsome!!! A Techno remis of New Order's, Bizzar love triangle is one of my favorite tracks.. but the robert miles song, Children(Dream Version), really brings me back to the humble 90's... ok . well you peopele have fun!

Heaven is a Warm Cookie Cake

I am eating lauren's Cookie cake from her birthday for breakfest. i am one healthey future diabetic mexican irish man. i was rushing around this morning because i though i had work at 11 am .. turns out it's not untill 4:30 that i go in. Poopsmagieville! so now i get to play on the internet all day! yayah!.. by play around that means look at flickr photos and update blog with usless information.. i will think of something to write about over another peice of that lovely cookie cake. brb
ok . now amy is here to resqu' me from boardum. we are goin to get some fucking food!

Life is starting to get better

So now that i am a profesional wtul dj i get to go see the melvins for free.. like i did last night with mr steve wegan. unfortunatly i have no photo's because i let lauren's mom take my comera on vacation.. it's a good thing too because i so little stevie what style at the show last night.. last time i saw him at a show he smashed my camera on the floor of the hi ho lounge. LSW was with the one and only uncle Carl!!! i so wish the huricane never happened and all my freinds still lived in new orleans, all the awsome places i used to go were still there, and that all the people didn't die .. life sucks. i hate it some much.

Saints Win there First Game of the Season!!!

Oh shit.. tonight was the second to last week of PJ's and the Second to last Chopsley practace before teh actual show@@ !! get ready SXS Vegan Hardcord Chugga Mosh Violence Whole Foods Ninja Hippie Crimethink Goldsgem fans! you are goin to party so hard on the 22nd of October for the Chopsley Reunion. it will be great. . Me Steve and Claire watched the Saints Fart on the seahawks tonight. it was a well needed win. tomorrow i have a day off . time to put up more sheetrock and pretend like i am a responsible homeowner. ok you assholes peace.

Melissa and Wo's birthday Party Extavaganda experieance incorporated limated thank you

I just deleated this long ass post on axadent . but i will just simple tell you .. it was awsome!

Keep on SheetRockin in the Free World!

dun dun dun duuunnnnnnnn.... Chopsley is playing (maybe) a Neil Young song at our show at the Dragon's den.. so far we have like 4 songs not including a cover. YOU ARE GOIN TO LOVE THE NEW COPSLEY SONGS!!! steve springer looks like a total different person while in band practace... it's weird.. it's like time went back to the dark ages and his guitar becomes a giant ax and he is stomping around his village trying to protet the land and decapataing any evil intruders.. it's so crazy..
that's the Chopsley show on Monday October 22nd at the Dragon's den in the French Quarter.. ha.. that's how all our sponsor's and PSA's end at wtul. Tonight i am doin the world of punk show on 91.5 fm.. i hope to have many guest... that inclued, Amy my sister, Cathren of Matt's Nads, DJ Adam ( the guy that wo has a huge crush on and is now the guitar player in my new band that doesnb't have a name yet) and Little James who will most probably say the F word 15 times on air and get the station shut down for life.. and then all the WTUL dj's will murder me in my sleep..
That's the World of Punk Show on WTUL NEW ORLEANS 91.5 FM starting at midnight tonight!
Ok now time to go Rebuild my entire house all by my self!
Party On!

Well today i put in my two weeks notice at pj's i had alot of fun memories working
there.. and i feel like one day i may even go back.. witch is werid... but not anytime soon.. today is lauren's birthday. she is 25.. she just told me that she had a shitty birthday.. i with i was of of work so that we could have partied .. well. that would have made it more shitty for her maybe. i woke up this morning at like 8 am and went straight to the radio station to do a show. it lasted from 10 am to 2 pm. i got lots of calls from freinds while i was dj'ing..
Kara
Dan fox
Eric from motorway/dash rip rock
King Louie
Cathren( who came over and DJ'ed with me for like 3 hours!!!)
Little James(who picked me up and brought me to Jaun's or lunch and adult beverages!!!)
Greg
John Paul (greg's real estate agent)
2 assholes that justed wanted to talk take up time
some dude that loved jesus and mary chain and requested lou reed
some babe that loved dinosaur jr.
... shit.. who else.. i can't remember.. OH!
Scott Eustus
.. ummm.. shit.. i beleive that was it for today... well if i forgot you then please call me and tell me i'm an asshole.. and i will feel like one.. rest assure that i already feel like one natraully . ok. well i have to take off.. have fun poeple... remember to wish lauren a happy birthday if you haven't already!!!! ok byebye

blahhh.. i just got off of work at pj's... well i got off about 50 minetes ago... but it fucking sucked! i told lauren that her birthday present was that i would put in my two weeks tommorrow.. i got her a t shirt that said "hugs".. but the achewood people haven't fucking mailed it yet!!!! i can't wait to work somewhere new!!!! .. where..?? i don't know.. maybe pizza hut.. shit. i am such a looser!!!! ok . well . 15 minutes before wo is 25.. better go sing happy birthday.. ok people .. have fun surfing the internet.

World of Punk

Hey yall. I just got back from doin the world of Punk show on wtul.. it was a good one.. i think i got most of it on the cdr. hopfully soon all you out of towners can hear it on the web .. fuck the FCC!!! those stupid shits... anyway .. .. it went pretty smooth tonight.. maybe because i got to play stuff that had curse words... .. i am always really scared i am goin to get the station shut down durring the day.. one obsenity reported to the fcc equals a 250,000 dollar fine!!!! ok. well it like 2 30 am .. i better go get some rest.. my stupid fucking insurance company is dropping me because i dont have railings on the stairs to my house.. i got three consecutive letters the past three days saying "fuck you eric" each time.. and as i get each letter is a bigger "fuck you" .. i can;t wait to get mail tommorrow... fuick...!!! well. fuck them.. those fucking assholes.... harry lee died the other day.. me and amy were at pho tau bay when we found out. it was nuts... we both were insainly shocked.. i dont know why.. it seems like he defied death a thousand times with his poor health.. like my dad.. he has had like three or four major heart sergerys the past ten years... and still. he eats bacan and eggs like a madman.. a madman with a death wish.. or just a madman that loves his bacon. ok. well .. i am goin to bed.. please god, kill all the insurance company CEO's of louisiana in there sleep tonight... kill them and there sucessors and sucsessor's sucsesors.. dead.. thankyou amen