Joe Banks

nightmare central. i havent had a decent dream is so long. by decent .. i mean not waking up with panic attacts., my favorite is the teeth one. i get that 2 times a month at least. i wake up thinking i lost my teeth. .. i can't explane how convenceing and horifying it is every time my teeth are missing. . fuck. i ready for life number two.. playing/watching shows or being wtul is the only time i am every happy these days.. and latley.. that is not the case.. thats when i know that i am super fucked.. .. fuck fuck fuck.. i think i may move away sudenly .. .. here is a list of possible new homes:
Czech Republic
a closet in new york
joe shivers and riley's couch
casket
athens GA
Domino Records
redwood forest
san pedro CA
sandiago CA
bottom of a vulcano

so sleepy

i hate my house so much. i wish i never borrowed money from a bank in fucking louling. tonight i was so tense while recording that i accidentaly did something kind of bad. .. i ripped my pinky toe nail off .. i was just picking at it sort of. and then all of a sudden i relised i was holding my toe nail. it looks like a rat bit it off. it all bloody and shit. i left the nail on greg's wet dry vacume. i have to remember to get it next time i'm there. . ok. time to go home.