happyness

can it be found in a pill? ten points to who can name that movie. tomorrow i i am goin to the saints game with greg and the sabrina possie . that will be a good win . i just got rained on by the muddy mississippi . it was vry cold. and franklin cut the fuck out of me at home. shit it is time for bed. see you assholes at the game tommorrow!
eric~

still time for bed

I stink so bad right now. . i can see it on my hands right now. . i am so grouse. anyway. the first nightmare i can remember is when i was about 8 ish. or so .. i was running from zombies.. then my aunt patricia got turned into a zombie. .. it was to the point when i was running from everyone.. evry one was a zombie.. mr T was a zombie.. he was trying to kill me too. i ran all over some blnk white place.. then i ran into a phone booth.. and then zombie mr t and every other zombie gathered around and was trying to eat me.. then i woke up.
i just got to lauren 's house. i think i am doomed to ever liking a place that i work at. this is another clasic "easyest job in the world" senarios. i go in when i want , leave when i want, .. drink if i want (though i havent been since i am trying to contoll my alcholisum) and yet.. i am misserable at work now. what the fuck! i hate my life. i am so fucking dumb. all i want is to be happy.. and i should be.. but i'm not.. what the fuck.. its not like i am being chased be Zombie wrestelers.!

time for bed

why the fuck am i suck a ficking looser.. acctually i know why. dont anser that. . god i want to die. life is so fucking stupid. . i hate every thing and everyone@@@1!! fuck fuck fcik guckcfickgickgickgicavv!@!! kille me

Big Baby made a demo!

saddly big james is on a plane right now back to cali. we saw harrp last night at the banks st bar. i havent been there since the day i emptyed my apartment into the side walk of murat st. .. i wished i took a picture. the pile of me and amy and jan's belongings was as big as the trees infront of the house and as wide as a red wood . i think a good 3rd of it was wedding gifts amy and jan got right before the flood. .
i emptyed my nearly the entire house that day. i was pretty upset about that. and then me and my dad got in a fight.. he got pissed at me and told me to "have a nice life," and then stormed out the house.. then came back upset as usually. then i walked to bank st bar and tryed to pet a cat untill i realized it was dead.. then i lost it.. then darnk a dollar becks out of the ice chest with wet money i found at my house. then 2 years latter i am seeing harrp play a show there. i am goin to watch the saint win at johnathan west house. byebye

Spoiler Alert! dont read this unless you've seen no country for old men

I love this sceen!

Anton Chigurh: [indicating bag of cashews] How much?
Gas Station Proprietor: Sixty-nine cent.
Anton Chigurh: This. And the gas.
Gas Station Proprietor: Y'all gettin' any rain up your way?
Anton Chigurh: What way would that be?
Gas Station Proprietor: I seen you was from Dallas.
Anton Chigurh: What business is it of yours where I'm from, friendo?
Gas Station Proprietor: I didn't mean nothin' by it.
Anton Chigurh: Didn't mean nothin'.
Gas Station Proprietor: I was just passin' the time.
Anton Chigurh: Just passin' the time.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well sir I apologize. If you don't wanna accept that I don't know what else to do for you. Will there be something else?
Anton Chigurh: I don't know. Will there?
Gas Station Proprietor: Is somethin' wrong?
Anton Chigurh: With what?
Gas Station Proprietor: With anything?
Anton Chigurh: Is that what you're asking me? Is there something wrong with anything?
Gas Station Proprietor: Will there be anything else?
Anton Chigurh: You already asked me that.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well... I need to see about closin'.
Anton Chigurh: See about closing.
Gas Station Proprietor: Yessir.
Anton Chigurh: What time do you close?
Gas Station Proprietor: Now. We close now.
Anton Chigurh: Now is not a time. What time do you close?
...
Anton Chigurh: What's the most you ever lost on a coin toss.
Gas Station Proprietor: Sir?
Anton Chigurh: The most. You ever lost. On a coin toss.
Gas Station Proprietor: I don't know. I couldn't say.
[Chigurh flips a quarter from the change on the counter and covers it with his hand]
Anton Chigurh: Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Call it?
Anton Chigurh: Yes.
Gas Station Proprietor: For what?
Anton Chigurh: Just call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Well, we need to know what we're calling it for here.
Anton Chigurh: You need to call it. I can't call it for you. It wouldn't be fair.
Gas Station Proprietor: I didn't put nothin' up.
Anton Chigurh: Yes, you did. You've been putting it up your whole life you just didn't know it. You know what date is on this coin?
Gas Station Proprietor: No.
Anton Chigurh: 1958. It's been traveling twenty-two years to get here. And now it's here. And it's either heads or tails. And you have to say. Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Look, I need to know what I stand to win.
Anton Chigurh: Everything.
Gas Station Proprietor: How's that?
Anton Chigurh: You stand to win everything. Call it.
Gas Station Proprietor: Alright. Heads then.
[Chigurh removes his hand, revealing the coin is indeed heads]
Anton Chigurh: Well done.
[the gas station proprietor nervously takes the quarter with the small pile of change he's apparently won while Chigurh starts out]
Anton Chigurh: Don't put it in your pocket, sir. Don't put it in your pocket. It's your lucky quarter.
Gas Station Proprietor: Where do you want me to put it?
Anton Chigurh: Anywhere not in your pocket. Where it'll get mixed in with the others and become just a coin. Which it is.
[Chigurh leaves and the gas station proprietor stares at him as he walks out]

and this is my favortie quoit :
Boy on Bike #2: Look at that fucking bone.

Tommorrow i have Secret Passage Practice. We are playing a show (with dave janz) on january first 2008 .. the time is passing so fast . i will be dead before i know it.

Fuck

i saw this guy that i knew from along time ago tonight at a show in baton rouge. we havent seen each other in at least 3 years.. maybe more.. we had the huricane talk.. the what we've been doin talk .. etc. i told him about Lance .. he knew already. i think that last time i saw this guy play in his band they were opening for j church in some shitty baton rouge bar. Taylor said that Lance was one of his heros. That is awsome.
right now i am in the red stick. at this girls house.. i think here name is amanda. if i can move any where that i have been before i think it would be .. new york.. sorry austin.. but i am not ready to die just yet. god fucking damnit . i am the biggest loser.